Friday, June 27, 2008

First and Second Tooth

I should have posted this a while back but getting a picture of Sarabeth's tooth was like trying to get a picture of Michael Jackson's kids. She cut her first one around 7 months and the 2nd one is coming in now. Oh the joy of cutting teeth.


Sarabeth is so mobile, it is quite exhausting. She is EVERYWHERE and into everything. She gets stuck in the funniest places. Yesterday she got caught under the kitchen table. Everytime she tried to stand up, she hit her head on the bottom side of the table. It was funny, but only for a minute, then she realized she couldn't get out alone. She is very independent and doesn't like for you to help her out of situations. I have been letting her work her way out of all the places she gets wedged into. She is entertaining for sure.

Last week I took her to JW Tumbles in the Woodlands and let her play. She was super tired so all she did was try to kiss the blue dog 100 times!

Here are some random pics from this month:

Aunt Lingi

Sarabeth and I have been spending the week with Aunt Lingi. My sister Lindsay came to Houston on Sunday for a mini summer vacation with us, and we have a had a great time! We've been scrap booking, swimming, lots of shopping and even a picnic. She is great with Sarabeth, this week has been like having a 2nd mommy around to help! Here are some pictures from our week so far. We took a trip to the galleria area on Wednesday and had a picnic out by the Williams Tower where the wall of water is. The water was not running so we had a great view of the wall of concrete instead. It was still a nice picnic and with the breeze it wasn't too hot.




Lindsay made straight A's all year so dad gave her money to shop with while she is here. Our first stop:

If you have never been to this place, it's the coolest, even if you aren't a kid!

This weekend we are going to the Space Center and Kemah. Lindsay hasn't been to the beach before so I thought it would be fun to see our Gulf of Yahoo...that's what Matt calls it anyway. I'll post more pics from our adventures next week. See ya!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

For Jackie

Ok, so I'm behind on blogging but only because my little sister is here this week and I've been rather busy entertaining a 12 year old. SO this blog entry is for Jackie who is apparently bored at work and needs something to read.

Yesterday I took my sister to Splashtown with one of my friends and her son. All I have to say is...Lipo. Seriously. I'm so thankful I didn't see anyone I knew until we were leaving. I don't think she recognized me. Either that or she was too afraid to approach. Thank goodness. There were moments when I would see people that looked so much worse in a swimsuit than me...and I have to admit that made me feel better, only for a moment until some skinny girl walks by and deflates my balloon. I'm just glad I got my 1 Splashtown visit for the summer over with. Or maybe not. Matt just emailed me and we are so graciously invited to his company's summer picnic at no other place but...
SPLASHTOWN.
yippe.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Lost: Oprah Winfrey and 90,000 of her followers

Ok, I have talk about Oprah. Please don't get me wrong, Oprah does lots of good things for people. I just don't believe that GOOD necessarily makes you RIGHT. Oprah Winfrey is like the new EF Hutton. Everything on her show becomes a household name. Bottom line, she has followers...a lot of them. It makes me so sad and angry to watch her take the power she has to lead people into lies.

Today she had these women on who were discussing the "Law of Attraction" . This is just one more item on the list of lies in New Age. Basically it states you can think whatever you want into existence. She has the people talk about how they were drug addicts and wanted to quit so they just thought about it everyday and spoke the words out loud and then *presto* one day they quit. There was even a woman on there who said she lived in the snow and she really wanted to live where it was warm and then all of the sudden one day she moved to LA and it was all because she put a picture of a sunny place on her "vision board".

What happened to "choices"? Is it too much to believe that the reason you got the job you wanted was because you went to school for it and you interviewed for it and you were qualified for it?? It seems to me that these people are so blinded to the truth. They put their trust in themselves and the power they have to change the situation they are in by merely thinking it. If that was true then I would be skinny, or a cheeseburger. Those two things I think about ALL the time! However, according to Oprah, the key is not to want anything TOO much or then it won't work. You first have to let go of what it is you desire then let it come back to you...What?? Don't get me wrong, I'm all about thinking positively but there is an extreme to everything. What is even more sad is that these people are teaching their children that without exception, every human being has the ability to transform any weakness or suffering into strength, power, perfect peace, health, and abundance. I'm all for looking for the good in things and situations but "good" to me is seeing Christ personified through struggles. Isn't that his point anyway. To him be the glory, not to people.

One lady said after reading the book "A New Earth" ( another new age book Oprah is promoting and teaching an online class about!) she learned her kids would be happier if they could just see her as a human and not a ROLE. Therefore she was grateful to now be able to let go of her role of a "good mother" and just be herself. I just don't get it. Sounds like to me that she's searching for a place to be comfortable in her own skin. Thank you Lord that you are that place for me. I don't have to worry about being a "good mom". I know that I am a sinner by nature and that I don't always love everything that comes along with being a mom, but God gives me a heart that is new every morning. I don't have to sit and think myself patient, or loving, or let go of myself to be a good mom. I get all that for free because someone else paid the price for my unclean heart.

Some of these woman just sat on the panel on the show talking about how glad they are to have finally figured out about the LAW that governs their lives and the POWER to do this was within them all along. It just took this book (The Secret) and this way of thinking to bring it into existence. One of the ladies said "at your core lies a Stargazer self that has never taken its eyes off your best destiny, and is always working to steer you toward it."

Thank you Jesus for your truth that says:
Psa 48:14 For this God is our God for ever and ever; he will be our guide even to the end.

Pro 4:11 I guide you in the way of wisdom and lead you along straight paths.

Isa 42:16 I will lead the blind by ways they have not known, along unfamiliar paths I will guide them; I will turn the darkness into light before them and make the rough places smooth. These are the things I will do; I will not forsake them.

Isa 58:11 The Lord will guide you always; he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

What I Love About You


Dear Sarabeth,

Last week you turned 7 months old. This has to be one of the most fun stages with you. You are getting so big and climbing on everything. You love to pull yourself up on anything. You are a crawling monster and you're into everything. I frequently find you on top of something or stuck underneath it. I have to keep a close eye on your every move.

You cut your first tooth a few weeks ago. It's still coming in, but its just one more sign that you are growing up. It makes me so sad. You eat so well. You like everything! I haven't seen you spit anything out that I've fed you. You sleep and nap well and hardly ever fuss. I enjoy every minute with you. Daddy can make you giggle like no one else! Your eyes light up when he comes in the room, you melt his heart. Just yesterday you started giving kisses. I'm not sure if you know what you are doing or not but daddy and I think it's the most precious thing.

You are making new friends at church and Mothers Day Out. Last week a little boy bit you on the cheek...:( You are such a big girl though, you just whimpered a little and kept playing.

Daddy and I continue to pray with you every night before bedtime. We pray that you will grow to know Jesus and how much he loves you too. We love you Sarabeth.

Love, Mommy and Daddy






Saturday, June 07, 2008

This Fleeting Life



Today I found myself thinking about my sister Alayna.
It's not unusual for me to think about her, I do it everyday. However, for some reason I was not really sad about her. My family thinks I never took time to grieve when my sister passed away. I was too busy being "Martha" and didn't take the time to think about it. Not true. I've thought about her and her death for over 2 years now. I wonder why God wanted her back so quickly. I wonder why HER. I want to ask God why he didn't heal her while we prayed on our knees by her hospital bed. Why would my God take away this child from my parents and leave them with a huge hole in their life?

Lately I've read and heard about so much sadness in people's lives, losing children...a mother's worse fear. It hurts my heart and makes me think about Sarabeth and what I would do if God chose to take her. The thought sends me into near cardiac arrest. It makes me overwhelmed with all of the things I should be doing to protect her. Am I feeding her out of a bottle that is going to give her cancer one day because it is plastic? If my baby monitor dies will she stop breathing and then I won't know until its too late? What if she gets sick because I vaccinated her too much or too early? Is she going to the right day care, what do they do when I'm not watching? Is my car seat safe enough? Thinking of these things can drive a mom nuts...just ask one.

I've decided that there is NOTHING I can do to change the life God has planned out for my child. She is his and he can take her back when he wants and I can't stop him. What I can do is love on her just as he does and trust in Him. Psalm 20:7 "Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the Lord our God."

One day, all who believe, will live in this place with Christ. I cling to the truth that tells me I will be reunited with my sister one day and I will see her smiling face again.

I pray my children outlive me, but I cannot think about what things of this world can help me make that happen. I can only trust in the hope that comes from none other than Jesus.

Monday, June 02, 2008

Fun with Paw Paw

We don't get to spend a lot of time with my family since they are so spread out so it was nice to be able to let Sarabeth spend some time with her paw paw while we were in town to see my sister. I have such a mixed family, it's hard to explain. This is Sarabeth with my step-dad. Except for he's not really my step dad anymore. He and my mom were married for over 20 years and have since divorced. I grew up with him being my "dad" and I couldn't imagine him being anything less. He raised 5 kids and is still raising on at home. He is an amazing man and he loves and adores Sarabeth.




My lil' sister

I'm so proud of my sister Lindsay. I took a day last week and made a quick trip to Longview to see her play in her very first of many band concerts. She is in the 6th grad and plays the clarinet. She's following in the footsteps of our mom and older sis Alayna who also played the clarinet. It was amazing to watch this group of kids go from not even knowing what an instrument was to playing as a group in one school year. I thought the band was great. It was their first time to ever play together as a group.Cheese! Silly girl!
Waiting patiently
Practicing
My sis Haley, me, Lindsay and my niece Rian.

Aunt Haley, Sarabeth, Rian

Lindsay just finished taking the state TAKS test where she scored 98 in reading and 96 in math. She also received 2 nominations from 2 of her teachers for the best student award. She is very smart and I'm so very proud of her.

Zoo Trip

Sarabeth had her first zoo trip a few weeks ago. One of her friend's had his birthday party there and purchased tickets for the whole party to enjoy the zoo all day! This was the 2nd day of the stomach bug, before we knew what she had. She was not too happy so we didn't stay long. She wasn't really interested anyway...it was more for me!

Looking at the fishy

Daddy trying to show her the big lion!

The petting zoo, she didn't want to pet anything

Awww...mommy and baby

Eww...so scary!

Matt took some awesome pictures of the animals. I've always loved the zoo and Matt never wanted to take me. I'm so glad I have an excuse for him to take us now...anything for the kids!

Playing Catch Up

Things around here have been crazy lately. Sarabeth just finished her antibiotics. Turns out she had a UTI after all. She also had E.coli which was caused by the stomach bug, poor baby. She's better now, back to her normal busy self. We spent Memorial weekend in Junction with Matt's family. Here are some pictures: Sitting with Aunt Ladonna

Having lunch with her 2nd cousins Kenzie and Kyleigh

In the river with daddy

Time for nap...

Chillin' in the sun with Kenzie


Sitting in the rocker all by herself..kind of


Despite the sickness, she did well on the ride down and only got sick once on the way back. Sorry about that Aunt Phyl!